Right or Left!

Were all given a chance and a path to take a risk, to start something, it could lead to something beautiful or something bitter sweet, so do we take that chance, do we risk everything
Will it be worth it in the end, when u know u can never go back, wonder what may have been or what it may have been like if u hadn’t taken the risk, would we be sat here now, would we be thinking the same thing, would be in the situation before, living in the past having known nothing of what could have been, sitting there clueless having learnt nothing, sat there happy, or maybe not cause we are thinking of what or why we didn’t take the risk
That’s why we must take the risk, small risks in life can lead to flowers growing but also heart break, but tell me this can we not say that from this we have learnt nothing, we have achieved nothing and that we have not grown into something wiser or does every choice and risk we choice to take leave us still sat there unawares
I know even though I wish to be sat there unawares I have learnt so much and even though I wonder what my life would have been like If I hadn’t said yes, would density have given us the chance again or would we never see that path again, like it had been swept away by a sudden gush of wind that we will never know, but I think if having known what this path would lead to and our position we would find ourselves in, would we still take that path just to experience those beautiful sweet moments that will never be forgotten even though u know the consequences of tomorrow
But the fact is what’s the point of thinking about it, we can’t change history, I will tell u the point cause if we can honestly say that just one moment so short but magical was worth everything it has lead to and yet u argue every day whether it was worth it, questioning it do u think it is worth it now? or should the things we do and not question be the ones that mean the most, but can we honestly say that we have not questioned what could have been even in the best memoires and moments of our lives, we will always have regrets that we can never change but only hope that we will learn from them
I cannot come up with a solution to the questions in my head, there’s no answer I say to the game show host no answer just theories thoughts that lead to dreams that lead me back to where I started still sat here
Yet changed I feel none the wiser, just feel like there’s more junk in my head and dusty boxes that I thought where forgotten once opening again, I guess only tomorrow can tell me what will come tomorrow,
But let me ponder on this if we could go back in time how many of us would really find anything truly worthwhile to change, cause we know what the future is and that keeps us safe, I think I would only go back to smell and feel the memory once again and never let go
But tomorrows another day it could bring happiness or grief but whatever it brings I think I’m happy sat here having known I took a risk for once in my life and that brings a smile to my face
All i know is im holding on to the here and now!