The battle in my heart

many reasons
to forget you
Why I want you
I don’t understand

I was so fine without you
Let my arms are still open

no rationality
in wanting you

Still I let this feeling
bring me down
So why am I still here
Remembering you

I want to forget this dream
How can I explain
What it would mean
If this was all a dream

I’ve been told
You’re like this
I need put this to rest
But I don’t want to
be another
who let go

I know it’s what you want
But were both so alike
So I carry on
not knowing were
it will get me

I know your right
But what does that matter
I’m still yours

I will slowly get there
Through time
But will you

I need to understand
Yet I know the truth
Im just another
You got scared

But when im all alone
All i think about is you
I’m trying to
hold back
from contacting you
Even though
I have so much
to say
I don’t know
What i would say

thinking of all we could be
trying to walk away
what I shall do
the memories won’t fade
I want so bad to turn this around

I need to burry this
Maybe all I need is
a goodbye
it will shatter me
But I can rebuild
what I have

All this time were wasting
Yet I guess time means
nothing to you
so tired of this
feeling

Maybe I do
regret
I need to get on
So I will become
What I need to be

You won’t respond
So who’s winning
I would like to
Remind you

hope you know
How I feel
still searching
For an answer

I want you so bad
but i dont know
how long
i can wait
before you turn
into just
a dream

x


Alysha Gibson