Locked out

When my heart screams
And my tears flow
I realise
There’s so much more
Than wanting you
When I’m made to grasp a thought
When I’m made to cry out
It isn’t fair
Why me
Then I realise
There’s so much more
Than wanting you
When my own heart locks
Itself from me
There I sing the only tunes I know
In hope they will bring
The joy I need
When that next person arrives
And lets me in
I wipe away a tear
Of my reflection
Then I know
There’s so much more than
Wanting you
So here I am
Sitting on my doorstop
Waiting to be let in
Waiting for
My heart to let me
And as I get in
All thought is lost
And I will forget
That chat I had with my heart
And I will still want you
Even though
There’s so much more than
Wanting you
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